2015 NOTES OF MARK ORAVA. THE SECOND ANNUAL - Tecno-Libro

Yeah. . i m absolutely terrified at the implications of what my doctrine and experiences suggest. . it will be painful obedience to publish this entry Because you re afraid it s not real. . And if it is real, you re afraid that you ll sound boastful. . . . There it is. as real and raw as i can be. . i m scared. . i m scared of ridicule and rejection. . Hopefully the reader has been following my writings in real time over the last couple years because i fear that to read 2014 and 2015 Notes consecutively will read like a preposterous fabrication now. . i couldn t make this up if i tried. Persons that suffer from Alexithymia typically have few dreams or fantasies due to restricted imaginations . . We re too analytical to be this creative. . The Lord has permitted me to encourage another test of sorts. . A putting out of the fleeces (Jd6:36-38), if you will.&n